a state of mind...

as too many thoughts and daily irrelevancies cluttered in lately, i had a nihilist fist last evening... nothing major, just one of those denial phases when you gotta go low enough to feel that you're higher after. one of those phases of mine in which I'd rather feel i don't belong and still be part of it all rather than feel that my belongingness engulfs me in a glittered trap.

at 8 am this morning i started a yogilates class (mixture of yoga and Pilates) that luckily brought me back spiritually into my ballet- classes times. it seems i might have slayed a piece of the demon through this.

tmr on my way to Vienna. meeting most of my former eb, plus boyfriends :). I'm so ready for some long chatting, drinking, provoking nights and days that shall slowly fall into one another as one :).

may you be chilled!